Monday, July 25, 2011

The Enstranged Chronicle

Two years have passed since conjoined letters of English articulated my state of mind. Today a liberated heart looked at a captivated mind and chose to amalgamate my conscious thought into art. Its so fascinating how events alter your perception of the world. I write today in my latest philosophical suit, bestowed by a ruthless world and enticed by bitter feelings. I was inhibited to do so by a unique event in my life which brought me to realize how life is so uneven. It is to hard understand people who fundamentally different from how you perceive this world. No matter how often we impose a strict moral basis for tolerance, it is extremely hard to set factors which alleviate the torrents of suspicion and dislike towards people with different attitudes. Eventually there does come a time when you learn acceptance. It is the stage of compromise which makes you accept the loss or pain of being a prisoner in a alien society.

Saturday, September 25, 2010

Over whelmed by difference

Critcs are a public's most loved entertainment. To sit in a cozy corner hugging the comfort of a convenient majority, directing derision at a hapless soul who begs for mercy, is a very enjoyable past time. Limits are broken almost at ease leaving the person clambering in pity and self hatred. Feelings of bitterness, hatred ensue and the battering is a major dent on the confidence of the prey. It saps away the very essence of free will and subjects him to indirect servitude or suffer the wrath of loneliness. So then what is wrong and what is right? How should one react when one sees another in such helpless state often brought about by a collective of minds desperate to show their superior confidence levels. Should he stay silent or provide a helping hand or become part of the group to survive. Answers to this question is almost what is central to human existence. It is in-fact the central theme of survival adopted by creatures where one creatures superiority is showcased by the suppleness and advantage it has. Yet this is true in nature that some are bound to be more stronger and more efficient will get the ripe winning and have the ability to continue. Yes! this is true. But are we not humans. Is that not what seperates us from normal life forms. This has alluded me and continues to. As we clamber to accept reality as it is we dream a fair world in an unfair environment hoping that someday the world will change to accept a different moderate outlook.

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

The envy of Paris

All actions are inspected under a coddling eye of good gestures. Expectations are like a mirage distancing away from you the closer you come. When the multitude cannot appreciate an intellectual present you regard highly, morale can be shattered. Sometimes you pray that people could only tolerate and be tolerant. To accept a different kind of beauty in life is our responsibility as higher forms of life. Is a critical remark from a cynical reviewer a testament to the ultimate judgment of the world? Why does it then feel like our purpose is lost when we lack motivation from outer influences. Sometimes all that matters is what you want but with a better awareness of what is good in the overall image of society. How events are judged are based on what really matters to us and how it influences another human's progress. Yet to want to be able to brandish this ideology is dependent on how well we are able communicate our intentions in a clear rational way.

Friday, December 25, 2009

Emancipation

What inspires subjugated dishonored men into salvation and peace of mind? What glory envelops a forsaken human inflicted with ghastly wound? What feelings are those that have never ending sorrow? How much must an entity suffer before he is given ticket to martyrdom, respect and fellowship? Why is it that a most smiles hide behind them an empty gesture? How long should a being suffer for wanting to share its ideology? How many times will a kind action be exploited for one's own greed? When can a person trust without fearing betrayal? When can you be truthful and sincere and not be defiled? When will a perfect life precede death? Why does suffering always appear to be painfully longer?

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Acceptance

Humans, the most intelligent form of life on the planet. Conquering vast expanse of the world, space and the universe, they are supreme beings. Feats achieved beyond our own comprehension make us proud. For all the marvel that we have on the outside, the great sense of realization of the emotions within us seem perplexing. Logic is universal, lack of it is what we see everywhere around us. Because our feelings is driven by hormones and nerve impulse to the amigdella; emotional cortex. Rational sense of judgment is often clouded. Its very peculiar how we cannot seem to relate our own feelings to our actions. How we fail to understand what pain means to everyone. How we try very hard not to look beyond the perfect world that we have, which will become imperfect. We don't understand that everything ends, that sorrow will pervade us eventually and nothing lasts forever. Yet we never learn from our sufferings but gleam about our happiness. Living in a crystal dream until things come crashing around us. Why is it so difficult for us to stand in other people's shoes and think what unholy torture they must be going through? People feel pain and the cause of this pain are actions; actions which are rationally unacceptable but emotionally justified. Is it very hard to look at a crying child and kneel to ask him what happened? Is it hard to ask a friend if they need help? Is it hard to ask a lover if they were hurt by your actions? Is it so hard to ask a simple question? It is, as long as we are occupied by our greed, our ambitions, our ego. Remember nobody is perfect and sometimes its alright to drop down to reach a person. Sometimes its alright to sacrifice for people you care about. Because to gain something you have to lose something. Preferably before you lose something small and valuable for something large and wortless

Thursday, October 1, 2009

The Bitter Sweet Symphony

There is a belief that all things in this world are connected by an invisible string; defined by a complex caricature of a web. One action can lead to many results of pain, suffering or in the other extreme joy and jubilation. Somehow life can hurt you bitterly if you fail to understand that hope is merely an expectation of an attachment existing. Risk is when you invest in it. Joy is when your risk discovers a beautiful bonding ethereal to this world so elegantly connected that to a visceral entity, beauty of which is beyond verbal comprehension. Now pain, this my friends is not all that simple. It can exist in multiple levels. At primary level it is easy to overcome. But an investment can heavily fail if the risk which seems so possible reverses its numbers. Pain is always intense always excruciating. It permeates your body and wrenches every nerve and every blood vessel. Its seems limitless and overwhelming. Fear is the eventual and the very hope which drove you to your pain becomes a past participle. You are stranded at point from where there is no way to return. That is only part of the fear. The real frightening thing about this is for all the greatest joy you would have felt, inducing that warm safe feeling, the only reality ahead is the cold shallow depths of suffering from where escape is impossible. Then not even faith can save you!

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Nascent and foreign

There exists a magic in being unfamiliar. A sense of quiet satisfaction as you stand at the corner glancing at the large boisterous group, chuckling over subtle concoctions of humour and derision of fellow members. Oblivious to the world around yet somehow intent on making a mark on drooling "wanna - be"s. Its those 15 or more minutes of glory making you proud of your coal black eyes, your seemingly crisp facial features and your indomitable charm and grace. Its funny how predictable human responses can be! Those alien to the same group have a the same sense of blazing glory and nose full of ego, convincing their heart with a staunchly adamant brain that their feeling of envy is illusionary. Some indulging in excess to promote their sense of acceptance in society with unacceptable acts worthy of condemnation. Beauty and pleasure in being a mute spectator to the daily working of the universe where our stupid actions and holistic observation form the microscopic elements of the drama we call life. Entertainment, it seems never needed electricity ;).